was it worth it

isaac

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

all that is to say

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like magnets

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and the fake qualifier

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

i love it here

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is this you as well

much more tactility

I Write Goodbye Letter

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you think my name is

like first name

was it worth it

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

god being the centre magnet

division of reality is straying away from it