Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

the site i am dreaming

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

bro i read nothing in my life

this will be about a slug

i dont understand magnetisation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone truth

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

send link

December 2025

not their contents

no i haven't really read anything

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its performative

Slug

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything