you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its performative

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Worse Lift

I am below everything.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

much more tactility

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

hiding from the rain

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

barren land

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

sorry i am texting like a slav

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good