Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
have you read
your feed looks like my tumblr
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i have read not even 1 book
was it worth it
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
that looks like my instagram account
i really havent
not their contents
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
hello reader,