the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac newton

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetises a pin

Rain, starting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

currently

thank you

sorry i am texting like a slav

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.