but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no longer writing in the third person

it is hopeful

i see a website

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Style

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

Thank you, Jack