After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

kind of mythopoesis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

and the fake qualifier

lol

your feed looks like my tumblr

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

and the fake qualifier

we can only engage in such a way

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

not their contents

its good

send your tumblr

barren land

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

whats your name?

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

as in

1

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.