i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

fw

i was tempted to lie about my name

is this you as well

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

your feed looks like my tumblr

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

not their contents

ahnaf abrar

idk

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

much more tactility

i love it here

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

what do you mean

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i really havent

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever