the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Rain, starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

propensity within someone

i love it here

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

lol

like first name

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

and the fake qualifier

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

1

plato

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

feel you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46