the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
so the method has to be autonomous
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
really i want the internet
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry
but can't. I die.
no i haven't really read anything
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
It Will Get Lighter
no longer writing in the third person
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
you have a beautiful account btw
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
okay im going very rogue
and very inarticulate
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family
home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their
culture and they've taken it elsewhere.
Lift Analysis
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
