with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
hiding from the rain
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
I am below everything.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
we can only engage in such a way
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
all that is to say
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.