it is hopeful
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
all that is to say
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i really havent
feel you
no like which do people call me
we need to be deconstructing our identities
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i want to do that too
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
god being the centre magnet
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.
isaac newton
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.
sorry i am texting like a slav