This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thank you, Jack

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

13, H, grate

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

its performative

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

really i want the internet