I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i love it here

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thank you, Jack

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

2 (actually index). two is company

and the fake qualifier

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation