ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is this you as well

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we need to be deconstructing our identities

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

feel you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

autonomy of learning

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

isaac

its good short few pages

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its good

currently

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i see a website


thank you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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i understand

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.