bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

the site i am dreaming

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


wait what is that


but really the thing should be autonomous

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

13, H, grate

2 (actually index). two is company

It Will Get Lighter

...

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Slug

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Lift Analysis

Worse Lift


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

it is hopeful

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so the method has to be autonomous

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life