ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thank you, Jack

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

"Put a blanket."

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

wait what is that

we need to be deconstructing our identities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

i want to do that too

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

bro i read nothing in my life

like first name


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf abrar

and the fake qualifier


was it worth it

autonomy of learning

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like magnets

isaac newton