It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently


like first name

isaac

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

have you read

bro i read nothing in my life

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

plato

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

what do you think my name is

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no i haven't really read anything

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

is this you as well

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

ahnaf abrar

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Lift Analysis

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


sorry i am texting like a slav

your feed looks like my tumblr