Thank you, Jack

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

as in

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it is hopeful

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

It Will Get Lighter

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth