it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god being the centre magnet
isaac
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
its good
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
kind of mythopoesis
the site i am dreaming
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
as in
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
that looks like my instagram account
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i love it here
its performative
i see a website
magnetises a pin
send your tumblr
lol yea