ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Slug
I Write Goodbye Letter
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
,
something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Lift and
confinement – The
crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships,
or internal emotions. The inability to speak
in front of others suggests
suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or
recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about
intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
IWGD
It Will Get Lighter
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.