One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you have a beautiful account btw

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

yeah

that looks like my instagram account

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

fw

so at the end

your feed looks like my tumblr

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

feel you

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

...

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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as in

i was tempted to lie about my name

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

its good