I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

idk

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

all that is to say

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

really i want the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

have you read

Better Lift