i was tempted to lie about my name

2 (actually index). two is company

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i understand

as in

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good

no i haven't really read anything

all that is to say

magnetisation/form

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

It Will Get Lighter

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

yeah

its good

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

abrar?