the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I am below everything.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

December 2025

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then


hello reader,

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

2 (actually index). two is company