okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

propensity within someone

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

feel you

plato

yeah

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

like first name

its performative

sorry i am texting like a slav

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

and the fake qualifier

all that is to say

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

currently

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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