Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
abrar?
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bro i read nothing in my life
the site i am dreaming
its good
and the fake qualifier
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
is this you as well
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
ahnaf abrar
what do you think my name is
what do you mean
was it worth it
December 2025
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
currently
have you read
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
as in
i dont understand magnetisation
i was tempted to lie about my name
was it worth it