i dont understand magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

IWGD

Style

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

its performative

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i was tempted to lie about my name

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

and the fake qualifier

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

plato

ahnaf abrar

I am below everything.

Better Lift

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Worse Lift

is this you as well