but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Lift Analysis

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

isaac newton

no i haven't really read anything

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like first name

i really havent

its good

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

sorry i am texting like a slav

isaac

bro i read nothing in my life

i want to do that too

send your tumblr

barren land

kind of mythopoesis

wait what is that

yes

abrar?

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no longer writing in the third person

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Pimlico Rats

I Write Goodbye Letter

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

in a post. I want to be remembered

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

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