its good

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it is hopeful

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


Rain, starting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Style

I am below everything.

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth

we can only engage in such a way

really i want the internet

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it



not so on: yvf(wthw)

thank you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.