okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good short few pages

sorry i am texting like a slav

i dont understand magnetisation

i want to do that too

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Style

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

have you read

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Lift Analysis

so at the end

which magnetises chains of pins

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15