so the method has to be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

division of reality is straying away from it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Rain, starting

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

you have a beautiful account btw

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk