Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
kind of mythopoesis
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
no longer writing in the third person
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thank you, Jack
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
what do you think my name is
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
I am below everything.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
god being the centre magnet
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.