Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

was it worth it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

plato

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

all that is to say

idk

that looks like my instagram account

your feed looks like my tumblr

much more tactility

i understand

sorry i am texting like a slav

i love it here

whats your name?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

thank you

send your tumblr

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

as in

I Write Goodbye Letter

what do you mean

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetisation/form


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Slug

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


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