Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Today I felt like starting
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I am below everything.
so the method has to be autonomous
much more tactility
i see a website
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
not their contents
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
so at the end
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
we can only engage in such a way
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
"Put a blanket."
yes