The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


"Put a blanket."

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Better Lift

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i want to do that too

ahnaf abrar

fw

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

lol yea

its performative

that looks like my instagram account

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

we can only engage in such a way

abrar?

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


1

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them