somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

really i want the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so at the end

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i really havent

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

your feed looks like my tumblr

i see a website

have you read

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.