hello reader,

was it worth it

wait what is that

the site i am dreaming

and the fake qualifier

Slug

bro i read nothing in my life

as in

send your tumblr

all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

propensity within someone

its performative

or never left

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

December 2025

idk

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Style

hiding from the rain

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation