And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Better Lift


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no i haven't really read anything

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

whats your name?

its good short few pages

kind of mythopoesis

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

isaac newton

so at the end

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i really havent

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

god being the centre magnet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf