Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

what do you think my name is

not so on: yvf(wthw)

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we can only engage in such a way

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation/form

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

so the method has to be autonomous

bro i read nothing in my life

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

sorry i am texting like a slav

Lift Analysis

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

have you read

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

really i want the internet

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

plato

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

thank you

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?