it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yeah

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die. 

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i have read not even 1 book

fw

Picture

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i dont understand magnetisation

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

sorry i am texting like a slav

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities