a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I am below everything.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

its good short few pages

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

hello reader,

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue