Worse Lift

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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your feed looks like my tumblr

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet


ahnaf abrar

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

i understand

we can only engage in such a way

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not their contents

i want to do that too

Style

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i love it here

you have a beautiful account btw

no like which do people call me

Thank you, Jack