ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Thank you, Jack
barren land
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
so the method has to be autonomous
you cannot feed someone truth
as in
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
propensity within someone
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something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.its performative
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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i want to do that too
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
we can only engage in such a way
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
lol yea
yeah
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41