barren land

i love it here

idk

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

as in

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

send link

was it worth it

really i want the internet

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations: