or never left

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

much more tactility

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

division of reality is straying away from it

Can I see

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

really i want the internet

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models