you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

have you read

bro i read nothing in my life

abrar?

was it worth it

i really havent

its good short few pages

and the fake qualifier

isaac

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

sorry i am texting like a slav

you cannot feed someone truth

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

fw

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

plato

i love it here

is this you as well

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

which magnetises chains of pins

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine