i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

division of reality is straying away from it

but i respect your search

you cannot feed someone truth

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

we can only engage in such a way

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i have read not even 1 book

yeah

Worse Lift

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

that looks like my instagram account

sorry i am texting like a slav

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

is this you as well

December 2025

no like which do people call me

abrar?

god being the centre magnet