but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

is this you as well

plato

much more tactility

barren land

i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

your feed looks like my tumblr

really i want the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetisation/form

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

magnetises a pin

which magnetises chains of pins

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf