But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so an active mazelike process

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

autonomy of learning

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

I Write Goodbye Letter

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

but i respect your search

Lift Analysis

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you have a beautiful account btw


I am below everything.

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.